Sooooo bummed out...
I've been so stressed out lately. I have literally been working 15 hours a day for the past month and a half. I just want someone to do something nice for me. When I "stopped" working at 1am this morning (I started working at 1:30am, again), I couldn't just sit down and relax, because there is laundry piled to the ceiling. Dishes in the sink. Shit all over the house. Dog needs attention. Fish need to be fed. When my boyfriend got home from the basketball game and I mentioned that we need to separate our laundry because I honestly don't have time to do his laundry any more, it turned into a whole stupid fight because "I never *asked* you to do my laundry". Um, yeah, no shit, but if I don't do it it just piles up and up and up. I only want a little help. Yes, some help with *my* stuff. I want someone to do my laundry, make me dinner, anything. I guess I just want some one to care. Care that I've been working so hard that my weight has dropped to 115. Care that I don't have time to even take care of myself by eating a good meal or something as stupid as not having time to paint my toe nails. Care that I havn't had time to do anything I enjoy like surf or go to the gym in well over a month, if not two. But, no one does....what a bum out...
Rambled by Vicious Summer @ 2:39 AM
2 Shenanigans:
I care! Remember how you were helping me budget my money? I think the same thing applies to your time...I know you are in a big hurry to get to wherever it is you are picturing at the end of this self-imposed slaving but isn't life really about the journey? You know, the day to day events that are so easy to work through or not take breaks or get sleep or EAT or anything else...surprise! when you add up all those days-that's your life!!! You've done a kick ass job all halloween rush and made a little $$$ too...maybe now that you are in a position to HIRE a grunt worker you can also add some business hours to your business. maybe even a lunch-break (just at least 20 minutes!) as far as the man goes...hmmmmmm. maybe give him a laundry basket and if it ever overflows to say 2x what it should hold....just stick it outside :) I'm sure Kuda won't mind a soft little bed out there.
Now! It's 1:22pm and as soon as you read this- go to lunch!!! make something yummy that does not include a red bull :( and sit down far away from that evil computer!!!!!
I am always here to do something nice for you ... oh and I need some bootie shorts please!
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